what about to live your own horror?
Unwelcome to this damn shitty site. If you are reading, probably you were sure to be initiated, but you were not.
I know, you like horrors...(are you really continuing to play?) but ungod! unreal is better than the real...the truth, comes out from reality, so you need data to elaborate that.
Again you overestimaete yourself, asking yourself if what is wrote here, is only the fruit of a bad english translator, or a new language hidden to you, i suppose, on the best of my knowledges, is the best thing you may do at this point.
Unsorry again if all of that looks like crazy or insane...remember that over all, you are always free to close this page, and forget this shit...